Day 1
Today I didn't achieve much. I stayed at home, Girlfriend accidentally poured fat onto her dress which caused a degree of consternation from me, because she wasn't wearing an apron. Not that I'm achieving a lot. I'm meant to be working on the visa, but my anxiety about it is pretty high. So I had two naps and wasted a lot of time. I have banned myself from using the laptop on the bed. So that's something. I need to use a mirroring system where I copy someone who I know and basically behave how they would have behaved. That's my plan. I didn't sleep well during the night since I'm worried about not getting a job when I go back to Home Country.

I'm pleased about starting the blog. My life is going to change a lot in the next few years. I'm not sure if it's going to change for the worse or better.

i niggered