She is going to do a French movie in which she has to have real, unsimulated sex with the male lead. He penetrates her for a long time, then she is supposed to suck him off and let him cum in her mouth then swallow it. This is going to be a MAINSTREAM film. I am insanely jealous. Leading up to the film, they have to get together to practice the scene many times. Am I wrong to be jealous? She thinks I am being silly.